Comfy cold?

I know it's a shame to say it now, in fairytale-look-a-like-Norway, but I want to go away somewhere. Go to a nice, warm space, feeling nothing but comfort. Are there anyone out there who wants too take me to Mexico?

Winter

Confession

Okay, I have a confession to make. I do not use makeup. Sorry, you guys!

Massimo Leadini

He is on of my favourite photographers. He's like sooo cO0l!

Sunshine

Sunshine, oh sunshine. Where are you?

Working-day

Working-day! Wee-heee.. Today I'm working on a club were its going to be held different kind of concerts. Anyway, they asked me to step in and did not say no. So.. staying up late + important test tomorrow early at school. Shit, I'm in trouble. Yeah-yeah. I survive. At least I hope so.

Nederste bildet er forresten fra Guros blogg. Verdt å sjekke ut!

TLW

They've started to send TLW on TV now. Good or bad you ask? Well, I am not sure to be honest, 'cause now I have to start watching television every monday night. And that is just to follow one of my favourite show -> TLW (heart).


I do really like the L word. Not sure why, it is just sexy.

College

I am still thinking of College. What to study an stuff..?!

What to do in College?

Awake

I just woke up, and cant get back to sleep again. It is just so difficult. So thats why I post you a picture by Deadfleurette. She really is cool!

Journalism?

I have been thinking about studying journalism when I grow older. Think that could have been something for me. I like to write, so why not end up as a writer. After working inside the media-world I will problaby end up at the school system. More precisely; as an teacher on any high school.

Traveling

This is Vibsy-girl. I have been staying at her house this weekend. Shes totally awesome. Thanks for having a blast with me! :D

I'm Diggin' Samantha Ronson

I've found my letter

Who grabbed it?

Maxy

Shes just amazing.

My day!

Me

Okay, so it might be time for me to tell about something about myself, for you. Of course. Well, do not really know what to say. I'm 17 years old, lives in this cold, dark country Norway, could have been an creative soul, but sorry I'm not and wants to make a living out of doing nothing, but still be very rich. Yes, I should have been someones popular superstars daughter. So if you know of any superstars who wants a 17-year-old-daughter, let me know!

Anyway, I have a lot of hobbies and interests for my sparetime. Sometimes it feels like it is too much. No time for school, only fun. But hey, I'm one of those kids who are 2 ql 4 sql. Here is a list, btw, of some of my main week-activities:

- Basketball [might be a passion and explains my nickname, number 5]
- Singing [I'm in a gospel choir, and likes it sooo much. yeah]
- Scrapbooking [when I got time]
- Fixing up my blog [but I'm not that good too update. sorry!]
- Sleeping [still; when I got time]
- Taking pictures [with my dear EOS camera. but it's just a standard camera though]
- Music [when I was younger, I wanted to be a DJ. haha!]
- School [yes, I do actually enjoy school. at least some times]

Why do you ignore me?

I miss you so,

Tried to call you so many times

But no one would answer the phone

And I feel the pain that grows inside of me

Why do you ignore me?

What did I do wrong?

I tried to understand

So many times

And now I miss you...

Where are you?

I cry myself to sleep every night

If I only knew what wrong I've done to you

Can't you give me a hint, please…

Why do you ignore me?What did I do wrong?

I tried to understand you so many times

Now I can't stop thinking of you, my friend...

I won’t give up

If I so have to wait for several days,

months, even years

Until I find out what I've done wrong.

Where are you?

I cry myself to sleep every night

If I only knew what I've done to you

Can't you give me a hint, please…

You'll always be my friend...

I’m scared, and I hope you not punish yourself

for things that can’t be undone

I know you’ve been through hell,

But don’t hurt yourself

Please

I’m begging you, my friend

Listen to the song that sings

Inside of your heart

Listen to it...

There you’ll find the solution

On the problems in your life

There’s always a solution, an answear

At all the problems in this world

Just don't punish yourself anymore

please...

I'll always be here for you.

- by Tariwise

Friendship

Me by a friend

Train station

For me, the train station has a central place in my life. It is such a wonderful place, and a lot things have happend there. And it is so interesting to sit down and just look at the rush passing you. You feel the calm touching your soul, and realize that no one else can feel it. They are too busy with catching a bus, packing their luggage or kissing goodbyes.

I am oftenly at the station every week. Mostly meeting a friend or kissing goodbye myself. It is nice. Most of the times I enjoy it, but sometimes it is just horrible. I hate saying goodbye to someone you now is gone for almost forever. That there are several months until next time.

So think of this magical feeling next time you are at a train station - the way that makes people come and go in your life. It is magic. Or destiny. Who knows?!

"It's better to burn out than fade away."

- Kurt Cobain

I'm me. Who are you?

Hi, I'm Number 5

Talking, LAUGHING, loving, breathing, FIGHTING, FUCKING, crying, drinking, RIDING, winning, LOSING, cheating, KISSING, thinking, DREAMING.
- this is me.



[originally the opening words at The L Word Show]